Friday, May 04, 2012
I have a bad habit of being late on coming up with my mini goals for the month. I guess being four days into the month is better than really waiting until the last minute. I shouldn't be so hard on myself, I am still making goals...
The end of April and beginning of May are very difficult for me. As in my previous blog, my sister's birthday was April 28th. On May 10th it will be four years since she's been gone. Needless to say I have been feeling a bit blah, but I am still pushing forward. I just miss her. I won't let the past stop me from living in the present anymore... Some days are just harder than others...
As with previous months, I would like to lose 10 pounds this month. This will keep me on target for my ultimate goal weight of 140.
I have been increasing my cardio, but I struggle with strength training. I know that the moves in Zumba are not enough to flatten this tummy, so I will stop procrastinating with ST and just do it.
My last goal for the month is to find my positivity again. I don't like these dulldrums. I want to feel happy. I am happy that I have been able to enjoy eating healthy and exercising, but I just want to feel happy, or at least content about everything else.
So there it is, my goals for May. Time to relax, go to bed, and start tomorrow in a better mood.