Thursday, May 03, 2012
The countdown is on...the wedding is less than 60 days away. Am I stressed, yes. Am I worried, yes. Am I feeling like my health is out of control right now....heck yes!
So here is the deal. I'm still eating all right, but I've been so busy I have not been working out as much as I want to and it kind of bums me out. I can't wait to get back into a routine that will make sense for me and relieve this stress. I don't want to lose too much weight right now regardless though because I don't want to keep altering my dress before the wedding, it's expensive!
I did make some May goals to help me try to cope with the chaos going on though:
I want to drink more water, I feel like my body is in constant dehydration and it's starting to worry me some, yet I find it so difficult to drink the amount of water my body requires lately.
Get the caterer booked and paid for, the place we want to do the catering through doesn't seem to want to call me back and it's frustrating me a lot!
Start getting up earlier and start my 28 day bootcamp DVD!
Buy a juicer and being my juicing for at least breakfast.
I don't want to set too many goals this month and next because I don't want to feel overwhelmed, but I am sure trying to set some small ones so I feel like I've achieved something. I hate the anxiety and stress I feel lately, my body feels yucky, and everything else that goes along with it. It's funny when you are doing relatively well and then not so much you feel it so much more! I just need to remember I can get through this and everything will work out the way I want it to!