I know everyone says these are ridiculous journeys filled with emotional roller coasters, problems, and triumphs. This is definitely the same for me, however i have something new to add to that list. I have been upset with myself before, but i feel like it is never the exact same experience because you are at a different point in your life each time which effects you differently. I know that it will happen,but i just feel like how on earth could i lose 75 pounds and not lose just 15 more?! I have been so upset with myself over this. I'm trying to think of everything i could do; change my workout, eat something different, workout more....and these things are all very important factors, but i realized today i can't do any of that without my head in the game. I look back and think of when everything was clicking and weight was just falling off and i think about what i did during that time. Well i worked really hard, i disciplined myself, and i sacrificed. All of which i have not been doing lately. The only person i can really blame here is myself. I have ate like crap for a week and i haven't exercised in 4 days due to an injured toe that i can't even put a bandaid on. I need to change my mindset though and stay comitted in every other way possible. I feel like i went from the star quarterback to the nosebleed section. I just never thought this would happen. How i could do so well all this time, but i guess everyone makes mistakes. I'm ready to get back in the game though. Its just time to take that first step back towards the field.