I don't want to have to fast, which means I have to restrict. I should be able to survive on 500 calories a day for 2.75 months. Of course I can. Models do. So I'm going to do that now. Because nothing is happening. I look worse than before if that's humanly possible.

I got a few comments on my face looking thinner, but it's not enough. Boredom is a big problem. I need a project. So writing. I have to write like it's a job.