Wednesday, May 02, 2012
And things aren't looking good. I was just glancing at my last blog entry and it makes me so sad. All that success, all that progress - - gone. :( The scale has been steadily rising for the past year and it breaks my heart that I let this happen. I'm only down 16 lbs from my highest weight instead of 38 lbs down.
BUT - here I am. Seeking success once again. I can do this. It's all a mind-set and an attitude-set. I bought Nicole's 28 day boot-camp workout video and today is by golly Day 1. Was it easy? Um, no. Did it totally kick my butt? Um, um, well, no. It didn't. I made it through. I wasn't able to do some of the quick footed turns and some of the grapevine steps through me off, and the stepping/kicking while boxing part was awkward and not done right. I had to do some of it on the low-intensity, BUT, I was moving. I was active. I was sweating. And I did it.....
I watched ANOTHER Biggest Loser Finale go by. Yes, another. And I just want to kick myself that yet another season comes to a close and I am no where nearer to my goal than when we first started watching several years ago.
There is always a first time thought, right? And a second? And a third? And hopefully a forth, because I'm thinking this is probably round 4 for me of getting serious and wanting to get things done. If Kim from the biggest loser can do this, surely I can, too.
So, my goal is set. 55 lbs to shed, and with hard work and dedication I would love to get this done by the close of 2012. We shall see.