Wednesday, May 02, 2012
So it has been almost a year since my last blog...alot has happened since then. I weighed 142ish then ...now I weigh 150 (*ugh*)...I never dreamt I would reach that number. I am (once again) working on getting back. Just completed day 4 of the 28 day workout video. My goals are attainable...finish the 28 day challenge and track my food.
I stopped "sparking" not too long after that last post and went through the most difficult time of my life. Looking back on it...I dealt with it in an okay way...but a big source of comfort was food. Hence...I now weigh the most I have ever weighed in my life.
Since my last blog...my dad died, I got laid off, I started another job, family problems came to a head, my sister-in-law died, I found out that my landlord is selling my house so we have to move and my cat of twelve years died. So yes...this has been a challenging year.
Although my losses are still very raw, and the problems are still there, and house-hunting is not fun. I have to count my blessings. I have an incredibly supportive husband whom I love more than anything and my mom and sister whom I am very close with. I also have a great group of co-workers and friends.
Though I still feel out of sorts...I feel like I am finally coming out on the other side...and day by day...I am getting there...