Wednesday, May 02, 2012
I won't lie. I don't think it's going to work.
I have so much to motivate me and every time I think I'm going to change my life, I flake out. I watch as my weight continues to spiral out of control, but I'm not really going back and forth. I have steadily been getting heavier and heavier all my life. I had a few healthy years, off and on, but nothing that really stuck.
I hate eating healthy. Always have.
Exercise can be fun, but I like privacy for that which means no gyms, no going out for walks and rarely do I have time at home.
I'm a grad student so finding spare time to do any planning at all is nearly impossible.
So I have little faith that I'm going to do any better this time than the many times before, but maybe one day, maybe one time, it'll be the time that works. So I might as well keep trying.