Tuesday, March 27, 2007
OK, this is probably anti all blogging protocol, this blogging twice in one day business, but I'm just going to consider this entry chapter one, following the preface. I'm going to explore all the potential that journaling has to offer, I've decided. And if making this my personal platform for definite embarassment and possible self-motivation is what it takes, so be it!
Since last week found me making a box of Cheese Nips my lunch and dinner, this week will find me rediscovering why I'm still here doing the SP thing. I'm a firm believer in support from and for others, so the fact that this is at times more about positive peer pressure has only good connotations. Sometimes just the knowledge that everyone out there in SP cyberspace was working hard, losing weight, gaining endurance, falling off the healthy train and getting their behinds back on and doing it all over again is enough encouragement for me. I haven't gotten to the point where I can't wear my fat jeans, or the point where people turn and look at me on the street, but I have gotten to the point where I can poke my thighs and feel something under there that vaguely resembles muscle. That's progress! So here's to taking that first step, again and again and again until it somehow works.