Tuesday, May 01, 2012
Today is the first day of the second week and I am plugging along. I am actually pretty proud of myself. I usually go to the gym after work to blow off steam, but I ended up working late and the gym was closed. I thought about skipping my workout, but just could not come up with a good enough excuse. I have a treadmill at home, but I am close to the maximum weight limit for it, so the belt tends to slide. It works, it's just not what I PREFER to workout on. So long story short, I did my workout and am proud of myself for not giving up when an obstacle came along.
I have not been sore at all, but I can tell I am still pushing myself at the end of my workout. I advance to the next step next Monday and am kind of anxious about it. It's only running for 30 more seconds, but that is a big deal for me. I know I can do it, I am just trying not to psych myself out.
I am dealing with the hours I have been stuck working and tightened my budget, but I have applied for some different jobs and am praying that I will be able to find something else in my field with decent pay. I am burned out at the one I am at now. I have been so short with people that I have avoided talking to my friends because of it. I am praying this change will come soon and that I will be able to handle my temper better.