Monday, April 30, 2012
As of late alot of people have been commenting on my changed body shape.. comments have ranged from You have slimmed down alot to i could tell you have got some muscle when you did that box jump . But the image in my head has not changed...
I was looking online at buying some clothes and i selected a size large standard practice due to being a size 14 LIKE 3 MONTHS AGO only to really need a medium . Thanks to my awesome co-workers who helped with the sizing issue.
So my perception of myself has not changed at all. People are saying i look good .. ive lost heaps of weight but in all honesty I don't feel what they see.
Is this a bad thing? I don't know time will tell i suppose but i'm curious to know when will time tell? Will i finally feel how i actually look?