Thursday, April 26, 2012
Well can you believe that the month of April is almost over?? I sure can't summer is right around the bend and I have this bathing suit that is waiting for me, however I am terrified to put it on!!
How can I be so scared of this bathing suit?!?!
I guess this is something that I need to work on. I need to get that confidence back that I once had. I am so worried about people looking and judging me for the cellulite dimples on my thighs, or my flabby arms!!!
I have been to the gym everyday this week. I am making that my goal for this week. I decided to take small steps this time around. Last week I worked on watching my food this week I added the gym time.
Next week I am going to kick in the INSANITY work out to see if I can lose some of the inches that are hanging around.
I am so determined to get this weight off I am tired of being the FAT mom and I want to be active with my son!! I really want my husband to be proud of my accomplishments too.
I have this issue with starting and never finishing, this isn't the case anymore.
I AM GOING TO KEEP THIS UP!!! This is my life and I only get one and I am going to be as healthy as I can possibly be. I want to help motivate people and reach out to people who are just like me.
I WILL CONQUER this ritual that I have made for myself and I WILL SUCCEED!!!!