Wednesday, April 25, 2012
I have been doing fairly well.Staying mostly in all the right ranges- having issues getting them all to be good all the time. Anyway, I have already went over my calorie limit for today, I drank 2 cups of juice( which I haven't done since I've been tracking) I had no idea how high in calories it was because I didn't check first.
Paired together some combinations that went way over in fat
and all I wanna do is go back for seconds today!!!!!!!!!!
I made the kids pudding for snack. I want some. There are cookies in the cupboard that were given to us today. I want some. There is still home made chicken soup in the pot leftover from dinner. I WANT SOME!!!
I just came in the living room and started crying
My boyfriend asked me what was wrong and I just cried and said I want to eat... I feel so embarrassed that I want food that bad, but I feel like I do. I know I'd be upset later, especially since I've been working so hard...but today I feel like I JUST WANT MORE!!
I'm trying to drink water and hold out till bedtime without snacking but I know it's there...I wasn't even tempted the first couple days but today....oh my gosh- today is a different story. I've been more sluggish today-I'm tired, probably didn't stay as hydrated as I should've, I did try to get active. I took turns jumping rope with my kids and I walked to pick up my daughter from school today.
I want to be healthy, I want to lose weight...immensely!!! I am just having a hard time silencing the food addicted monster that's whispering sweet nothings in my ear!!!!
Lord, help me tonight!!