Wednesday, April 25, 2012
I'm not sure exactly what went wrong. I started out today so hopeful and it's all been downhill since then. I did my exercises before work. Took a shower and got dressed and showed up here. I'm just not real happy to be here. I think I could use a few days off. Good thing I'm taking off a couple days in May. I'll have five days off to hang out at my house. We may take the kids to 7 Falls in the Springs, but other than that I have no plans. I may go over to the state park and just walk around. Take myself a picnic lunch and take a walk part of the way around the lake. That would be nice. I just need to be away from here for a little while. I'm tired. Maybe tonight I'll finally be able to get up in the rafters and get down the hitch to my car that carries the bikes and my stepper. Both of those things would be sweet. I know the more I work out the better I feel. It's all those little endorphines that get set loose in my brain. If not tonight then this weekend for sure. It's also not helping that I keep applying for jobs and not hearing anything back. I wish I would hear something. If you don't want to hire me that's fine but don't just ignore my application. Oh well. I'm sure when the time is right I'll find another job and the right one.