Tuesday, April 24, 2012
So I was laid off yesterday. There, I said it! Whew!
Okay, now. I'm not going to say I'm happy, but I'm not going to say I'm torn up over it. Bigger and better things await me, I just have to find out what they are! And, wow, look at that, I have all the time in the world to exercise.
So, yesterday I was home around 3 I think. Sat around for a little, watched a movie, then headed to meet my friend at the gym at 6:30. Great workout!!!
Came home, had some wine, off to bed at a reasonable hour.
Today, I was up and showered by 9:30. Filed for unemployment, started a linked in acct, made some phone calls, filled out a job app. Now it is 2pm and I need to be at Cassies house at 5:30 to help her organize her new bedroom.
That leaves me 3.5 hours. If I run or something I am starving to death right now. Maybe I could do a short run with a $10 in my pocket and treat myself to my favorite deli sandwich on the way back. Hm that sounds like a good bribe! Yea, I'm totally doing that. Then Ginger and I can go sit out at the park and read and enjoy the best sandwich on earth. Okay, good. That is my plan for the afternoon.
Tomorrow is another day. Maybe a bike ride tomorrow? Maybe I could find a lap swim or something... OMG what do you do when you have all day??? I say that but at the same time I have an extensive list right next to me of 'things' to do...
I guess what I am saying is that running has kept me from my depression for so long... and now I'm a bit scared of having too much time to think... mope... be by myself... never been good alone at home by myself...
Pray for me friends, I am in good spirits but terrified of falling off the deep end!!! Eeeeek!