Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Most likely not, but a good reminder that I do have that little insecure voice in my head somewhere. Thankfully she's never been strong enough to overwhelm me.
This came about tonight while working out at the gym. A group of three or four guys were walking from one area to another and stopped almost immediately behind me, started speaking in a language I don't know and laughed.
My very first thought was "What? Is my butt jiggling or something?" (And, yes, on occasion I wonder what I look like from behind in the gym, or what I look like through other's eyes.)
My second thought was "Why on earth would they care enough about that to stop, talk and laugh? Yeesh, I can't believe I'd even think or concern myself with that."
What I really liked, though, was the third thought. "It doesn't matter either way because I am doing exactly what I need to be doing to make it better!"