For almost 4 months I have been pretty motivated. I have been gung ho and have continued on through the ups and the downs, but I am losing it. Not really sure why, don't really care too much why other than I want it back.

This morning I was supposed to get up early to exercise, I did not. I am hoping when I get home from my exam I will feel like exercising. I feel as though I keep putting other things in front of it, and while I feel my excuses are legitimate I believe I can still work around those excuses.

I'm just not feeling it lately. Perhaps it could be that I'm going to my moms next week for about a week, and I won't have access to Spark People. Not sure.

Crossing my fingers to get it back.