Saturday, April 21, 2012
I've spent a lot of time with ~him this week. I know I shouldn't... I know it'll only hurt worse in the end, but being around him makes me so incredibly happy right now that I don't care if I'm sad down the road. we had a date last night... went to the movies, and rented a movie and watched it at his place as well.
I told my therapist about my eating issues (at ~his insistence)... she thinks I need a nutritionist, but I don't really want to foist that on my parents as well... it seems like overkill and pointless, and I'd rather not have my parents know I've abused my body in so many ways.
making myself more potatoes... why are they SO good? oh well, I've been a fatty the last two days anyway...