Saturday, April 21, 2012
I wish I was on my PC not my laptop. That is where all my pictures from yesterday's trail run are. I will have to discuss the trail run next blog.
This post is about PMS or PMDD even Premenstrual Syndrome & Prementstrual dysphoric disorder.
Look those up on your own if you are unsure of exactly what they are. I am going to give you my own subjective version of my PMDD.
It is a week of HELL. I am so irritable I want to physically harm those around me *sarcasm* sounds annoy me, people annoy me, music is irritating, even my son gets on my nerves. It is a horrible tense feeling and it's miserable. I'm also on the verge of tears and depressed at the same time. Sometimes I snap at someone and feel terrible. I start crying & crying and it won't stop.
I crave everything in site and I want to eat it all. Then of course I feel fat & bloated as well. I have extra fatigue and my energy is zapped. I wait impatiently for my period to start so that my moody, crazy, craving filled week will be replaced with cramps and breast tenderness.
Every month it is the same thing. Misery.