Saturday, April 21, 2012
So, I'd like to start off saying, I know this is gonna seem like needless whining. But, I've just been feeling down.
I'm still losing weight, not as steadily as I was at first, but still, it's going. And I'm proud of the 85 pounds I've lost, and all the work I've done.
But, I'm just feeling like I can't see it. I think I'm just ready to wake up and look in the mirror and not see a fat girl. I'm ready to not feel fat anymore. Comedian Ralphie May once said that he had lost 200 pounds, but a fat man losing a fat man is still a fat man (paraphrased). That's how I feel. Anyone else feel that way?
Anyone feel that even after a year and 85 pounds (or whatever work you've put into this change) that even after the payoff and everything, you're just ready for the end to be here?