Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Nothing profound, nothing too horrible is going on. Work is Work. I've been a little more hungry than usual. And I'm not sure attending Weight Watchers meetings is a good idea, since they seem to make me want to eat a lot more....a lot of talk about how good this xxx is and how delicious xxxxx is. Made me want to binge this week. But I'm haning in there.
I came across my fat pictures tonight….You know the ones….where you stood around in your skivvies and for some inexplicable reason allowed some friend to snap your pictures. Yes, I know, it was supposed to motivate me to lose weight. But I know for a fact, I gained more weight after those pictures. And now when I look at those pictures, it doesn’t look to me like I was that much heavier than I am now, but I was at least 20 pounds heavier. I sort of regret not having a picture of myself at my heaviest. It would be nice to actually SEE the difference....but I KNOW there IS a difference.