I Thought Sunday Would Never Get Here
Sunday, April 15, 2012
I really think I just survived the longest week of my entire life. A little dramatic, I know, but I feel like I have done a bunch of something but accomplished nothing.
The week started off really well because my mommy was still here, but come Tuesday when I began the fasting thing and then Wednesday when I completely fell off. Here comes Thursday and nothing eventful happened but I did manage to work out and stay within a decent calorie range.
Then comes Friday night when someone revealed something to me about themselves that left me so traumatized (again, I'm being overly dramatic) I didn't know if I should go get baptized or find a therapist. You see, the fella I was still in communication stages with brought one of my worst fears to my doorstep, well cellphone, and I ran away from that situation like I was Jackie Joyner Kersee in the 500m dash.
Which leads me to Saturday where I felt like I was experiencing PTSD the entire day after the "reveal" the night before when my coworker told me "You have a cute figure... from the side" Thanks..so I guess I will make sure to walk in the room sideways from now on. (sigh)
Then the grand finale...I was fooling around on Facebook last night when I saw that my cousin's cousin passed away and her daughter (the deceased's) made one of those photo creations where they put angels and R.I.P and stuff. She had a picture of her mother on the bottom and a picture of me when I was about 8 years old on the top. I am not ready to R.I.P at this time. So now I have to figure out how to ask this grieving family to remove my picture from their memorial without sounding too insensitive. ( Which I know how to do.. just waiting for the right time)
So.. needless to say, I need this new week. Have a happy Sunday!
**raises up off the therapist's chaise lounge***