Sunday, April 15, 2012
I haven`t blogged for a couple of weeks. Guess I just don`t know what to write - or if I even want to write anything.
Have found the last couple of weeks hard - a little down and not quite sure why. Haven`t been on the top of my game so to speak. Have been stayng with my diet/exrecise in the week - but the weekends have been another story. But I guess as long as I stick with it 5 out of 7 days it is better than not at all.
Weekend has been a busy one so far - off to FIL's on Friday for the night - met his new lady friend (wife passed last July). BH found this hard - seeing someone watering his mom's roses - sitting at the dinner table with us etc. But we have to get used to it. He needs to go on with his life - it doesn't diminish how much he loved his wife or the life they had together. He just wants to have that type of life again and who can blame him?
Left there and drove to my dad's - did what was needed there and then off to see my mom at the home - then did dad's food shopping - back to his place to put everything away etc. Then off home. Today - it will be taking care of our house and doing our shopping. BH will also do my dad's laundry for him.
Why am I feeling like this? It isn't like there was something bad has happened. We had our grandson for the day last Sunday - which was great. Nothing major at work - just the same old boring stuff (maybe that is part of it - not feeling challenged?). BH and I are doing fine - no problems there. So why? Is it just the weather - the time of the year or post vacation blues?
Maybe a weekend of nice weather and staying at home taking care of myself - working in the garden will help get me out of this slump. Let's hope next weekend will be nice!