Not trying to sabotage everything...
Saturday, April 14, 2012
I didn't sleep much last night. I promised myself that I won't write about things on this blog that I don't want to remember even a day from now, but I definitely didn't sleep much last night. Maybe if it was just me raising the kids, maybe if there weren't any other factors affecting this pregnancy. Maybe if I had complete control over a certain person in my life. Just maybe then things would be "normal". Well, I'm not getting rid of that certain person, most days are great. It's just these particular days that creep in that take over and affect us for days. So far, I was up every 30 minutes or so last night= not enough rest. This morning, I didn't eat at the right time= sugar was off. I took a nap--a long nap-- to make up for the lack of sleep= haven't eaten four hours. Ugh.
In the storm I am ever grateful. Here's what I am thankful for:
--My husband went to work.
--I have kids who can take care of themselves while I'm cooking the new one who won't be able to for a long, long time.
--I have a cool pitcher of water that measures my intake.
Here's to better days.