I eat when... or sorting my head out
Saturday, April 14, 2012
I eat when I am alone and feel powerless.
I eat when I am alone and feel lonely. My sister was my first friend and then she began playing sports and staying after school when I was 11. Food was my second friend. I miss my sister.
I eat when I am alone and feel abandoned.
I eat when I am alone to make myself feel shameful, powerless, and lonely. Who wouldn't abandon someone like that?
I eat for nutrition and energy and pleasure when I feel emotionally healthy.