Saturday, April 14, 2012
Ugh! So, here I am, jumping back on the wagon. There have been some wonderful developments in my life since the last time I wrote. I'm moving from PA to California this summer to attend Stanford U. for my PhD. I'm very excited, and scared, and nervous. These are big changes, big goals I've met and I'm moving on to the next step of studying and researching. But this weight loss thing is tripping me up. I know I'm not perfect. There are many things besides this that I need to work on. But this one is the most frustrating for me. I'm going to do this. There have been times in my life that I've struggled to reach goals and I've met them. I'm not sure why this one is so much harder. But I have to do this. I don't recognize the person I see in the mirror. She doesn't match the person I feel like on the inside. It's time to bring that person on the inside out.