Saturday, April 14, 2012
Well this is the second morning in a row I've woken up in a pretty good mood. I did not get the 8 hours of sleep I wanted. I may have gotten about 6. I have an exam in 7 hours that I need to finish cramming for. My calves and lower back are super sore today, so I may need to take an easy day today, but we will see how I feel after my exam and if I have ball practice.
I don't remember the last time I willingly woke up at 6 am and stayed up. I didn't even know the sun is fully up at 6 am now. So that was kind of nice to see this morning. Hoping for the best my day can be and the same for all of you!!!
Oh, and I have decided that maybe, just maybe, CF isn't quite the manipulative witch I think she is. Time will tell, but she may genuinely care for BJ and he may genuinely care for her. And even if I don't agree with how they went about things, who am I to judgethem, I've done similar things when I was younger, though being 31 you would think she'd have shown a little more respect for me by being honest sooner, but I guess that could be hard to do? I don't know, but I'm not sure it matters anymore. Obviousy he is not the guy I am supposed to be with, and CF knows about all the wrong things he's done in the past year, so maybe she did me a favour. It's a more positive outlook, so I think I'm going to go with that.