Friday, April 13, 2012
So, I'm feeling better today. Not fabulous, but better. I haven't felt fabulous in a long time and that's part of what I'm trying to get back. Everyone was right about yesterday. I was being too hard on myself for the mistakes and not really focusing on the positive. Before, I would have eaten that entire box of donuts, not just a couple, so that was an accomplishment. I do need to come up with a plan for dealing with those clients that like to bring food though. So I'm ready next time.
I still hurt today, but was able to do my workout anyway. My ankles (particularly the right one) are yelling at me now - but they'll get over it. That's more related to this constantly shifting weather than anything else. I highly recommend that you never break any bones. It comes back to torment you all over again years later.
I did decide to get a soda this morning, but it was a Coke Zero, so no calories. I decided that it was probably better to do my first full day or two without any caffeine at all over the weekend. It's usually not a good thing to be cranky with the clients in general. I got to have those extra calories though, which was an awesome thing. I even had a snack a little while ago and still have almost 100 calories left.
Lastly, I added a couple of new pictures. The first was taken last year at Twelfth Night (an SCA event for those that don't know) and is pretty close (I think) to what I weigh now. The second was taken when I was sixteen. I don't have a clue what I weighed, but I was wearing about a 14 back then, maybe even a 12 still. I don't really have any urge to be "skinny", I'd just like to be able to shop anywhere again. I don't know if I'll even ever get back to that size again, but I'm going to give it my best shot and if I don't make it, at least I'll be living a healthy lifestyle and be in better shape physically.
Good night all - hope everyone has a good weekend!