Friday, April 13, 2012
I'm very self conscious about my weight. I hate going clothes shopping because of the stupid mirrors. I wish the fitting rooms had curtains that I could pull in front of the blasted things so I wouldn't have to watch my contortions as I squeeze into a pair of jeans.
Probably why I rarely get new clothes..lol.
I also hate having people watch me workout. I'd love to have a home gym so I could thump along on the treadmill without beefcakes and skinny chicks running gracefully beside me.
Probably why I tend to go to the cemetery for my walks. No one disturbs me there.
Today though...I'm going to the gym we have at work. It's free. Yup. The only thing it will cost is a little bit of embarassment on my part. My coworker has pledged to come with me so we can both lose our chunk. I'm happy that she wants to support me and get healthy too.
Oh, and did I mention I forgot my sports bra? Ugh.