Wednesday, April 11, 2012
My father-in-law was rushed to the hospital early this morning. They thought he was having a heart attack. He wasn't. But they did find out that his cancer has spread further. I knew he probably wasn't going to get rid of the cancer. But it has taken over so quickly. He looked like he was getting stronger for a minute there. But the last few times I have seen him he has looked very weak. I don't know how long he has left. I've never heard a timeline. Although I think with cancer it's merely a guess anyway. I want so badly for my kids to have memories of him and how much he loved them. I don't think that's going to happen for my 19 month old. My son, 4, may remember him somewhat. It just makes me so sad.
I did a lame workout of only 10 minutes on my recumbent bike. I may do another ten later if I feel up to it.