Tuesday, April 10, 2012
That's me. Can't do much physically since my knees are still swollen so the anxiety piles on. Not doing too bad with the eating - emotional eating has always had a hook in me.
Too many things coming down within the next 90 days. I've thrown a tantrum of sorts when I told my family that I would buy their plane tickets since they won't drive here for graduation. And NO! I don't care that they didn't make here last year for my niece's graduation. SHE didn't graduate Valedictorian and she isn't mine. I am sorry if it hurts her feelings - not showing up will hurt mine. I never ask them for anything, but I am insisting on this. Activity at school is picking up - my life has been a blur for the last 2 years.
With Josh accepting one university's offer while simultaneously waiting for a decision from another, I am super stressed and emotional. We will either be in central Texas for 6 months, or back to the Pacific NW beginning July 1 - or so I am told. Too damned many life changes on such a critical scale happening at the same time. And I miss my family. Most of all.