Well I am still fighting... I haven't told you that the doctors found more cancer in my spine so I have gone to 10 radiations on my upper spine and on Tuesday I am going to have 5 radiations on my lower spine.
I am in a lot of pain if I can be honest and I am taking a lot of pain medicine. I even think I was little bit high for a week hehehe they were so strong, but that has gone now. Instead I have this pain when I swallow food, I just can feel it going slowly to my stomach and I make a funny face while it is doing it because it hurts so much. I called the doctor yesterday and a nurse and they think I am having heartburns because of the medicines I am taking so I bought something to help me but I don't feel that is working :(
Not fun starting this blog by complaining like this!
Even though I am going through this all again I am enjoying live around me and people are so kind to me. My best friend in the world called me the other day (she lives in NY) and she and her husband bought tickets for me to NY for six days!!!!
When two of my other friends heard this they also bought tickets one of them lives in Seattle and the other in Iceland and they are also going!!!! Just two days ago my cousin (I think she is my cousin, she is younger then me, well only one year) she told me that she is coming to but she lives in California!!!
I am going 19th of April so I am super excited!!!!
I have not been exercising, I should handle my diet better but I am always telling myself that I have to start. But you know how it is...
I guess when you read this and you know my blog, you can read between the lines that I am not like my self. My spirit is a little broken :( I often think about death, how is the future going to be and what will happen...
But I am not always like this :) And to proof it, here are some pictures of what I have been doing since I last blogged :)
Happy easters everyone! I think to you a lot!
Remember I am Barbietec on Istagram if you have iPhones :)
This is me getting some bone medicine to make the bones stronger
My father, sister and I went to a football game together :) That was a lot of fun!
My son in a really nice store :)
The spring is coming to Iceland so I found my bicycle :)
I write articles for a lifestyle Blog and allt the writers were invited to come to the blue lagoon for a day. Wow that was awesome. We ate, drank, got some spa, went to the blue lagoon *ahh* I was there for 10 hours!!! Just relaxing and enjoying life!!
Me and my husband on a dance :)
This is Elettra Wiedeman she is the Lancome face, daughter of Isabella Rosselini and her grandmother was Ingrid Bergman OMG! I was at a Lancome Party (because of the lifestyle Blog) and she was the guest of honor) OMG!
I got an iPad 3!!!!! I absolutely love it! I have never own an iPad so I am really impressed with ti! I have been drawing pictures on it and one of them even got published in the biggest news paper in Iceland heheheheh.. They saw it on my blog and took the picture and talked about my blog hihihi...
this is the picture
and here is another that I did with the iPad (THAT I LOVE)
I have also been making jewelry's... But I don't like it that much so I have stopped hehehe
My favorite restaurant in the whole world is Cheesecake Factory. When I go to USA I drive as far I have to, to go there. And my favorite cake from that restaurant is the GODIVE cheesecake.
Everyone knows that and even my coworkers have found out but one of them brought me a slice when she came home from BOSTON!!!! How fantastic is that! I was so surprised hehehe :)
I went with my father to this church it is a church that makes your wishes come true and my father wanted to go with me. We are not religious people so I was shocked when he called me and told me that we should go to this church. It says so much how he is feeling and I think he is afraid that I am going to die.
We went to the animal farm yesterday and had a lovely time there :)
Now I am going to the mall, practicing for NY :) My friend asked me if I could do it, but I told her that I have two choices. Let the cancer and pain control me or take the control. So we are going, we just walk slower and sit down more often :)