Friday, April 06, 2012
Hiya, Why do I always find the motivation really hard to keep going. I start off with all the best will in the world, but then something happens and I get down, then it all goes to pot.
am still enjoying my Wii but am dreading a family get together over the easter weekend
starting tmorrow and I think this is what has dragged me down.
I really don't know how to conquer this. I know my food options will be blown as I won't be in control and maybe there lies my problem. I'm a bit of a control freak
a bit of a eureka moment there really as for the first time I have acknowledged this, maybe just maybe this could be the start of opening me up.
I've spent alot of my life in a big tower protecting myself from the world, to prevent getting hurt, and yet along the way I still get burnt.