Thursday, April 05, 2012
I have to get past this mode of "It's a new day -- I'll be good today... and yet have another failed attempt at eating properly." I am so embarrassed about how I look in the clothes I can still fit in. I need to really prioritize that desire to get back down to the weight where I feel good. My daughter and I are teaming up with a kick off goal of whomever loses 10 lbs first, pays the other $10. Just trying some strategy of motivation other than just wanting to be thin. I have 20 lbs to lose and she has 70 lbs to lose. She has had a good couple of first days. At this time of day - I still feel good about things....hope I get thru day 2 of being real. I have been posting on my weight/measurement page -- as much as I don't want to, but think it is critical to understand when the change happened and the pattern. I know another critical piece of this is HONESTLY posting my daily nutrition.