Wednesday, April 04, 2012
I don't know how to help myself. No matter how many times I tell myself I'm going to change my behavior, I slip into the same thoughts that repeatedly lead to bingeing. My self-loathing reaches epic heights on a daily basis. I've contemplated severe measures to MAKE myself stop.
I feel so completely, totally removed. When I was losing weight, I had SP. When I hit goal weight, I really lost that support. Now I'm in isolation as I regain. My life is falling apart and at the rate I'm going, I'm going to be 200 pounds by June.