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Keeping On

Monday, April 02, 2012

He is still here. The last week he has been really good, the man I did fall in love with. It makes it harder. I think his way of thinking is that if he makes an effort, then he can stay.

I had to tell him again today that I need him to go. It is a bit like tearing out my heart a piece at a time. I am greiving about his leaving, scared about his leaving, excited about his leaving....

A couple hours later -- he thought it had blown over. That I didn't want him to go. So, I had to tell him again.

I am really depressed today and this is like the icing on the cake.
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IAM_HIS2 4/3/2012 8:54AM

    You need to have someone with you when you tell him to leave. He is trying to control you by being good, which will be short-term. If you have to, get a restraining order. He is not going to change, however, you can.

It's time for a good life....go get it. emoticon

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BEAUTIFLDZSTR 4/3/2012 2:33AM

    Hugs hun, wish there was something I could do to make it easier for you!

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RUBYROOTS4YOU 4/3/2012 1:18AM

  emoticon Hang in there! Things will get better.

As a side note, my husband and I got divorced in 2009 (or was it 2010? LOL!) We were together for 6 years, and I thought he was "the one". But guess what....I found someone better! Someone who treats me kindly and respects me. And I couldn't be happier. I used to be miserable and depressed, and now I LOVE LIFE!

You're on the road to getting healthy! Physically and emotionally. This is your time!

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MORTICIAADDAMS 4/2/2012 10:06PM

    It would be nice if he would leave and make it easier on you.

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