Monday, April 02, 2012
The other day, Shawn and I walked up to the local doctor clinic where his grandparents do janitorial work after every one goes home, we thought it would be a great time to use the scale there to weight ourselves while we waited for them to get done. The scale there said I weigh 275 lbs.... my scale at home says 255. I can only imagine that the one there at the clinic would be more accurate and it also tells me that since I was last weighed at a hospital a couple months ago I havent lost a single pound. I changed my diet dramatically, cutting out sodas, coffee, T.V. dinners and cuting back on sodium, pizza, and stuff like that. Plus I've been working out a lot more so I should see some changes on the clinic scale, right? Could my scale really be off by 20 lbs?
It was heartbreaking. I felt like a failure. I've been trying really hard to lose weight and I havent lost any by what that scale told me. My clothes arent fitting any better. Nothing! I really dont feel a change. I just feel like i have to pee more since I cut back on the sodium, I have nothing to hold in water. *sigh* Seriously, how hard to I have to try ?