I am feeling much better today. Could be because I kind of vomited about 3 hours worth of words and anger and self pity on my poor dh last night. I feel better though. Actually feel a hell of a lot better. Hole in the stomach is gone. Life is good. Making up is always good too.. Feel good hormones and all.. Anywayyyy.. So Life is normal again. Apartment is fairly clean. Dinners are planned out for the week. Grocery list is made for tomorrow. I'm doing laundry. DH is up at his mom's painting... doing the "man" thing.. and well I'm happy. Life is nice. Tomorrow I shall make some bread. I have lots of "lists" made and that always makes me feel better. Grocery lists, things to do this day, Bills to pay that day, Order to do this that day, Way to do that this day, Music to download that day, Movie to watch when, Movie to order now.. lists to make for what lists. What to eat, when. Exercise to do when and how at what degree. Ok.. I'm good.