Wanting to Cry
Sunday, April 01, 2012
I have stayed on track this week. Done all my exercises and some, tracked all my food, even though some wasn't the best choices. Stayed within or slightly under my calorie range, which is 1500-2000 roughly and never went below 1300. But still I gained 6 lbs!!!!! And it's not only the scale that's going the wrong way its my measurements too. I either stayed the same or gained in all areas. I just want to give up. I have better things I can do with my time then think about what I will eat that day and other things I can do instead of 30 minutes of exercise. I just want to be able to go to the doctor and not have them tell me I need to lose weight or go shopping and not have to try on everything because very few things look right or are in any way flattering. I want to not be known as "The Fat Girl" or "The Fat Friend" Now I'm thinking it is just not meant to be. That I will always be fat.