Friday, March 30, 2012
So this is day 5 of my new journey and so fair it is going well and im really enjoying myself and also really just feel better over all knowing im doing something about my health and doing it for me. the main reason why i want to do it is just so i can live my life to the fullest iv never really be able to do that and im ready to! when i was 23 i had hurt my back and it ended up being a bad herniated disc and i still suffer from that so i dont get to do as much as i want or exercise as much as i want mostly just walking. iam trying to go out every night right now just to start for 10-15mins to try and get my back use to it. another reason why im doing this for me is my mum is deitbic and i do not want to be! and the 3rd reason why i really want to do this for me is 2 nights ago well sleeping i woke up with my heart just pumping and crazy designs behide my eye lids and im pretty sure i had stopped breathing well i was asleep!!! i talked to my mum about it who has sleep apnea and she said thats what it was like when it first happend to her. so needless to say i need to get this weight offfffff me cuz it scared the sh** out of me! that day i sat there and thought wow what if i didnt wake up? i could of died and not have done anything with my life yet and it made me see once again just how perfect having this site is for me to start this new life style change im not calling it a deit any many im changing my life and damnit im doing it right this time!
it time for me, its time to find ashley and who she truly is and i soo cant wait to find out!
what are your top 3 reasons for doing this sparkpeople?
have a wounderful weekend and talk to you all soon :)