I think I've hit my plateau.
I only lost 1lb this past week.
that puts me at 226.1
-33.9lbs
since December 31, 2011


this is frustrating because the last time I started a weight loss journey...you know...the time I gave up.. I lost 30lbs and then packed the 30lbs I lost and then another 30lbs back on.

I started this journey this time around with a goal to lose 61lbs because I am on a mission to get to ONEderland..and that will take me to 199lbs. I'm over half way there and I am proud of myself for that but I am also really scared that what happened last time is going to happen again.

I am newly single, again.
I am a single mother of now a 2 and a 6 year old.
I am a full-time social work student.
I am in my Jr. year.
I am doing field placement.


AND, I'm on a weight loss journey.


seriously, my head is spinning.
someone tell me this can be done!

pleaseee..

I feel myself slipping.
I can't fall.


there is way too much on the line here.


lots of pressure.