wow.. what did i do? ... Day 1 (again)
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
I think I could cry! I just went back and saw my last blog I entered, which was back in November of 2011. I had just entered into the 170's and vowed that it felt to great to let my self slip up and eat bad again.... Now here I am almost April of 2012 and I am struggling to get out of the 190's. :( What did I let myself do? I go back and read these blogs I posted and how motivated I was... what in the world happend? But, I guess me finding these old blogs and digging up those old emotions is only half of the battle, but a good start. I am really trying, but I have been crrrraving sweets like crazy!!! Does anybody have any suggestions for how to satisfy a sweet tooth.... I know there are healthy ways to do this, and I do use fruit A LOT, but is there anything anybody would like to throw out there just so that I have some options for when I get this sweet spells? I know I am not the only one who battles this, but last night I was so aggravated with myself. I literally walked into the kitchen and told mom I was craving cake batter... so I was rummaging through the pantry in hopes of finding some cake mix so I could mix it up and eat a few bites of it raw. I have never in my life had this craving... and no before the question is asked, I am not pregnant... lol. But this was just strange too me after the fact and I was extremly thankful that there was no cake mix in the pantry!!!! (it is that TOM, so MAYYYYBE that has something to do with this crazy sweet tooth.... at least I hope!)
Hopefully this evening will be better, because weekly weigh-in with the girls at work is tomorrow morning bright and early!!!! Fingers crossed that after a crazy weekend I will still be down a pound or at the same weight that I was last Thursday!!!