SOO embarressing!

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

I'm so embarressed I could cry!!! In fact, I'm fighting back tears...

I dunno what I was thinking. A couple weeks ago my 2 best friends (both crazy skinny and so cute) and I went out on a girls night. We went down to a local bar for some drinks and dancing. Bought a new shirt, thought I could possibly have a good looking, feel great night..

Well, I was wrong!!! Just recently saw the pictures the bar put up of that night.. :'-( My shirt came up and sat on top of my spare tire around my stomach, my face is swollen and pudgy as can be, my make-up terrible.......

I couldn't be more embarressed!!!! The fiance just got home from work and I feel like if I say one word the dam will break.. Ugh, I feel the most aweful I've ever felt....

... I can't even handle it, I just wanna cry......
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  • ADZY86
    I'm so sorry this happened to you! I can't count the number of times i've been on a night out thinking I look pretty decent, and then someone posts pictures from the night on Facebook and I look a complete mess! Please use it as inspiration, to push you on even further. Look at those pictures when you feel like giving up, or you question why you are on this new journey, and it will give you that extra little bit of incentive.
    A picture is just a picture. I bet you FELT amazing that night and that's what really matters. The rest will take its time and get there in the end. Keep going, you can do it!
    2182 days ago
    Pictures like these are horrible. They can really ruin our day. It's certainly happened to me, when I think I think I look great, but then later, I see those photos and I just want to cry...
    But remember - you are not living life for the photographs. You are living life for you, and your friends, and family, and those you love. If you go through life constantly worrying about how you look in photos, you're not making the memories that matter ten times more. I know these things can be upsetting, but there's a reason people say that the camera adds ten pounds - because it does something that always manages to make you look worse than you actually do! You are beautiful, and this photo is just s stumbling block. Use it as a springboard instead.
    You can be whoever you want to be and do whatever you want to do, and no photograph is going to tell you differently. Stay strong, Spark on, I know you can do it!
    2182 days ago
    emoticon A picture like that was my motivation to lose the weight. Use it for positive.
    2184 days ago
  • MOSIS1998
    I know what you mean, my boss recently updated our website with pictures of the staff. I was excited to replace the old "fat" picture that was on there but when I got home that evening and looked at the site I was so dissappointed and discouraged. I did cry till my husband finally told me to go to bed and get some sleep. The next day I still wasn't happy about it but the picture really didn't look as bad as it did the night before. Prayer helped me to get a different perspective and I know my efforts are being rewarded. Hang in there and give all of yourself to God, He loves you just as you are! Keep working.

    2185 days ago
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