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Time for something new

Sunday, March 25, 2012

I did something different with my hair. Really different. And it's sparked (no pun intended... but nice that it kind of works here LOL) an interest in me. I feel like it's time for a change.

A new job?

A new place?

A new experience?

Yes please. I want it all. I feel like my life is growing kind of stagnant right now. It just really seems that every area of my life right now is being affected-- weight loss, personal relationships, career progression-- it's like somebody is going around a big house shutting off all the lights, room by room.

I need a change.

I don't know what's holding me back. Fear of failure? Sure. Fear of the unknown? Yeah, why not. But I can't let these things rule my life. Whatever it is is quite literally sucking the life out of me.

And I'm ready to take it back.

And I'm not afraid to fight for it.

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DEEYANDALL_07 3/26/2012 2:51AM

    Hi,
One thing I wanted to stop by and say, is to pray about it. Talk to God about it. It seems like your enthusiasm gasoline has run out. You need to sit back and look at what is really making you feel that way about EVERYTHING in your life. Happiness is always at our doorstep, we were made in this life to be happy, to enjoy life. But earthly things tend to distress us and put us through trouble. I remember feeling just like you one time in my life. I asked myself, "What the heck am I doing here? Theres no where to go from here!!!" Lol, I got a lil drama queen about it too. I felt like I had all this potential, and where I was in my life was slowly sucking that outta me. I sat back and looked at each aspect of my life, including the people involved. I talked to God about my problems and asked for guidance. *smiles* And then I started to live each day one day at a time. I realized that I had so much, and became grateful for everything, especially waking up in the morning to start another day. I was happier, more grateful for things in my life no matter how little they came. Everyday I recognized that I was blessed, and started seeing things and doing things differently. Sometimes you need to start from within, and if it doesn't work, then, hey by all means, do you!


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