I saw my reflection in the shop window. My god how on earth did I get so big. I am really emotional today anyhow. Kids not helping out. So much work to do then I feel like this giant frump. I have been doing a CG2: beach body babes I have been eating clean and working out. I do admit that I should be working to a plan and that will start tomorrow. The P90x Insanity hybrid. So I am going to make sure that I am well prepared and every day is done. I just feel like Im going no where. Like the weight is never going to budge and I will just stay like this for ever. I know I need to be patient and just be consistent and I think this is where I have gone wrong in times before. This time I am going to be patient and just keep working at it.
I just look at Jen (Jensfitjourney) and how far she has come She perservered and worked through it to get where she wanted to be. And is living life like this every day but loving it every day. There are so many of you I can go to and get inspiration. That is what I will do check your pages and find my inspiration. Have a great Sunday.