Friday, March 23, 2012
Okay so if you read my last ridiculously long blog and didn't go into a coma, I'd like to say KUDOS to you!!!! Today's going to be another semilong one, so read at your own risk, it will involve some ramblings and similar grammatical deficiencies. I'm sorry in advance.
My interview Tuesday rocked the house and I am getting moved to a new deparment, still in the same type of work, but new boss, new people, new challenges, opportunity to grow, and this is all good. I just have to hold it together two more weeks at my job, and of course i can do that cause I'm awesome. So good times for all.
My sister has decided to turn to Wisconsin. This is bittersweet. I know I complained about the stress, but my sister is one of my favorite people i just don't like messes and she's a messy one and my over crowded apartment was feeling it, but i took the day off of work to spend it with her. Her job search here didn't pan out and i think she needs her social network and support system, so I understand its for the best and she will always come back to visit. She has to do what is best for her and it will be nice to have my space back, but its just sad theres so much land between wisconsin and Maryland. Plus more than anything i want my sister to succeed and its hard to see her struggle so much, but I know she'll find her fit, everyone has their own path to follow.
My friend Rob is another story. He's had a hard way to go, and is struggling to find a decent job. I've been telling him for nearly a year he would be best finding something in his field but journeying to another state, but he has depression/anxiety issues, and i think he's letting them hold him back. Plus he kept hoping our friendship will amount into something more which it just isn't going towhich i've told him on a few occasions. My sister and him have gotten along really well and have similar personalities, she's convinced him to start expanding his job search. The other night he said he feels like he adds a strain onto me sometimes, which i told him very honestly that he does. it wasn't what he wanted to hear, but it was the truth. I also told him I dont' mind it cause he needs the help, but he also needs to be working on improving the situation for himself. the other thing i told him is that during my spring cleaning which starts this weekend. So today I am compiling the spring cleaning to do list and I am getting reorganized and planning my meals for next week and making this work.
Last night I over ate a bit but since I was so good all day my sisters goodbye dinner, I didn't blow my daily goals without going too much over and then i went to the gym even though my goal for March is to just go one time a week so I went an extra day this week to try and keep ti going. I just have to kep going and find the tracks to get back on them.