Thursday, March 22, 2012
Things have been rough here for awhile. I have always been one to rise above any current issue and now is no different but I am starting to wonder if some good "luck" will find me soon?
It just has to!
My cancer meds have been increased so I feel nauseous all the time. My lungs have finally healed for the most part so that is GREAT but then I broke my foot. My anti-depressants had to be changed which I felt would be easy because I was in an excellent "head space" when we made the change but I crashed far faster and lower than I could have imagined.
I am improving now and I am trying VERY hard. I attempt to stay as positive as possible and look at the bright side. Lately it's just been such a struggle and I do not like it. 2 years of illness have taken their toll and I am tired.
I suppose that after 2 years of illness, I should be more patient with myself and getting better? It is happening, just slower than I would like.
I think that will be my goal for the next week. To be more patient with myself and look at the small improvements that I have been able to make rather than where I want to be. I'll get there! It just takes time... and patience.
Thank you all for all your support. You have NO IDEA how much it has meant to me.