Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Okay, so I am a Christian and I see what's going on in the world and how much prophecy has been fulfilled. I really believe we are in the beginning of the last days and that the rapture can happen at any time. I'm finding it increasingly hard to focus on my job, exercising, sparking and most everything else. The bible says when you see these things begin to come to pass to "look up, for your redemption draws near." But All I can think about is if He comes for His church today, will I be included or will He say "I never knew you". I've been too wrapped up in my own life and have not been devoting the time and effort needed to reach others for Christ. I spend so much time tracking food and logging it in and reading all the articles plus working 55 hours a week that my time with the Lord, bible study and prayer time have seriously suffered. I may have to step back from all this for a while and make sure my relationship with Jesus is as it should be. I have been struggling with this for the last month or so and it's affecting all areas of my life. I know there are some who are non-believers who will think I'm foolish but I hope those of you who believe as I do will understand. I'm not leaving, I will be back, but this is something I need to do. Thanks for your understanding and prayers.