Tuesday, March 20, 2012
So the husband has contacted me and wants to make things work. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........just at that point right now!!!
I only have two assignments to finish and I will have my bachelors degree in accounting................proc
why? I am thinking that my stalling is because I am not sure what to do with my life without school in it. I have been here for 4 1/2 years and pretty much have ignored other parts of life like really cleaning the house. Solution I have made a house cleaning schedule now if I can only stick to it...............hmmmmmmmmmmm!
But I think in all honesty I am dragging my feet out of fear. Fear of the unknown, fear of failing to find a job, fear of not losing the weight I want to, fear of going back to the husband and things once again not working out, fear is paralyzing me.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm........guess I need to make a plan and try to stick to it!!!
Plan to work on:
Make weight loss goals
"Schedule" my time to job hunt, housework, me time, exercise, and Spark
Set job hunting goals
Really consider and discuss the marriage aspect-Is that really where I want to be?
This is really a lot to think about as every thing listed will impact my life for the good, bad, or the ugly!!!