Tuesday, March 20, 2012
The top picture is of Raven (now known by her new family as Missy) & the second photo is of Mum (Shadow: Right) & Midnight. I can't believe it Midnight is only 4 months now & she's nearly as big as her Mum! I haven't got round to uploading pics of Blake but will do in my next blog (he's beautiful!). That's my little family (even though Raven & Blake live with other families!).
I applied for a job within my old Vets surgery & got it. Atfirst I was so pleased & even did a whoop-di-do dance
but it lasted 3 days as I quit due to the discusting cruelity going on in there! I want to see if there's anything I can do to report it but I have no proof! There's a nurse/vet there (I think she's Polish or Hungarian). She qualified in her country as a vet & came over to the Uk. The owner/vet knows what she's done & he just turns a blind eye whenever he wants time off she's in charge & doing opperations! She's a butcher & has nearly killed 5 animals & lost a baby ferrett within the surgery! She yanked clumps of hair from a poor cats testes when he was due to be castrated & the poor thing wasn't even fully under the anesthetic & I questioned her & she just said she liked doing it...I could have beaten the crap out of her! She's put animals into cardiac arrest by injecting them with anesthetic too quickly. I can't carry on as I just want to rip her head off! I really don't understand why people who obvously don't care about animals train in these professions! Animals are my life & all I want to do is help keep them safe, healthy & happy! yet people employ butchers like her! I can't stress how angry I am! I wish I could do what she's done to the animals to her! Luckily she wasn't there when I took my animals to that surgery! Just shows what goes on underneath the smiles!
Anyway, Let's get away from that topic! I've been volunteering within a nursery as a "Chicken welfare officer" & have been loving it. It's great what they're trying to do. Get the kids used to & respecting of animals (there are 2 chickens & 3 Guinea Pigs). They get them involved with feeding & cleaning them out & they grow plants for the animals to eat. I think more nurserys should do things like that! Soon we will be incubating chickens & ducks eggs. It's amazing!
The weightloss has not been great at all!
I've been so stressed of late (it's not an excuse). My Dad had an opperation on his knee the Monday before last & luckily he came through it & now has another op lined up for his kidney as he's had really bad pain, they think it's kidney stones but because there's a thickening of the kidney wall & he's a smoker they say it could be cancer so he'll be going in on Friday for a second opperation. He's started talking about things I need to do if it turns out to be the worst. He doesn't talk to my sisters or his partner about these things. There's a lot of pressure as it appears that he thinks i'm stronger than them & better at dealing with the bad stuff. How can he not think that if the worst comes to the worst that i'm gonna be able to function to look after every one else! I'm already the one that everyone turns to if they need help resolving bad situations. I should be proud that people see me as a rock but sometimes I think that people need to realise that I need to be the looked after too & not just be the carer. Anyway I'm sure that it's just the kidney stones as from what's been said it's not common to have pain with the onset of cancer & he's been in a lot of pain that's been occasionally relieved with antibiotics. Fingers crossed!