Monday, March 19, 2012
Been awhile since I blogged, partly due to lack of anything to say and usual reason of work. Feeling rather deflated of late, I keep thinking what is the point? yes I want to be healthy etc but I am getting a bit sick of being careful with what I eat and exercise and not getting the results. I have tried changing the programme etc but I look at others on spark and the amazing results people have got, and think why can't that be me? I am still so squidgy! I need clothes and went shopping and looked at pretty things and tried things on but nothing suits me. I just feel on the outside, as if the hard work is not paying off. Yup I am human I like rewards and we all need rewards to keep going. I have only got roughly 2 months till London and no where near where I wanted to be, yet again I will be disappointed. I have stuck on the scales for what seems like ages. This sucks! Fed up! hate this!